Sitting here today unable to pinpoint exactly what the problem is but knowing in my Spirit that something's off. Is that something within me or happening around me? Is that something about a relationship or friend? Am I being impressed by the Spirit to pray for someone or am I just feeling the weight of life and unable to express it? So many thoughts fluttering around my head when all of a sudden, I turn in my chair and immediately I am singing a song. "Whatever I am feeling. Whatever is coming. Whatever the ending You're already there. You go before me. You go behind me. Wherever I'm going You're already there. You already know. You already know everything I'm scared of, everything I hope. You hold my tomorrow and all tomorrow holds...You already know."
Why, my soul, are you so dejected?
Why are you in such turmoil?
Put your hope in God, for I will still praise him,
my Savior and my God. Psalm 43:5
Sometimes we just have to remind ourselves of what we know, not sit in what we feel. I may not feel like it's going to be great, that whatever in life is going to come together but what I do know to be true is that God is in control, He is working all things for my good and to His glory (Romans 8:28) and that while I cannot see the whole picture, He sees the beginning from the end and I can trust Him.
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