It's Guest Time!

In planning to post every day in the month of March I knew I wanted to highlight some special people so I reached out to a few and asked them to consider writing something.

I am very excited to bring the first guest blogger to you on this 18th day of 31 days of blogging.

This is Jade.

She's pretty awesome and has a word from her heart for those who need it. Enjoy! ~PS

What’s up everybody! I’m Jade Heuer. Some of you may know me, if not, here’s a brief rundown.

I’m a first year student at McKendree University, studying Music Education. I have attended GCFirst and known PS for seven years. I love music, cats, and having fun!

Life for me is very busy. To say the least, sleeping in is waking up late for my 9 o’clock class (lol)! I work with students from Mascoutah High School on Tuesdays and Thursdays. The only days I actually have free are Mondays and Sundays.

You’re probably wondering how I do it?! To be honest, I am running very thin. Through the high school years, I was diagnosed with Major Depression Disorder. Recently, this has taken a big hit on me. I struggle very bad, but from the outside I seem fine.

In the church there are many stereotypes and pre-assumed thoughts about mental health. How come I feel like this? If God is a good God then why is he doing this? What did I do to deserve this? Honestly, there isn’t an answer. Through my struggle I am saying that as the body of Christ we have to be more open and honest about these things. God is the one who can take the pains of this world away. Relying upon him is key. But I will say that therapy, talking, and medicinal routes were made for reasons.

I may look like I have it all put together, but I am one stressed and sad student. I am learning to grow my faith and to trust that one day these thoughts and feelings will be gone. For now, I am learning to take care of myself, be honest, and to trust in God completely.

Through the recent events of COVID-19 I have a chance to recharge myself. The biggest things that I struggle with are routine. I feel like I can never commit to reading my Bible and praying consistently. This stopping of the entire world is a sign for those who run ragged. It’s time to slow down. Focus on your health, focus on family and friends, focus on God. I have learned that my faith has nothing to do with my feelings. It is my job and opportunity to pursue God how I want. He is always waiting for me. This is hard for me to understand. Why would someone sit around for me? But to Him, I’m worth it. And so are you.

If you’re struggling, please reach out to someone. Things will not get better if you don’t say anything. And trust me, opening up is a lot easier said than done. Reach out, grasp the hand that created this universe.

Jade H